Okelah ya skrg mendingan gua curhat aja deh akakakakaka. Kmrn pas gua ngecek bb gua..... BBM GUA ILANG CUY padahal lagi rame-ramenya chat sama grup x-1 tai bat ga sih -_- oh iya nanti tanggal 22-25 september gua sama temen2 gua bakalan ikut ihtb cup x, pengennya sih menang ye.. tapi.. tapi.. ihtb tima tuh masih pemula banget, tapi gua yakin kita semua bisa!! kalau berusaha pasti semua bisa UYEEE~

     Di bulan september  gue udah ngerasa deket sama BEBERAPA temen sekelas gue, mereka yg menurut gue easy going anaknya, dan kalo gue ajak becanda.... becandanya tuh searah dan ga bikin sebel. you know who lah ya yg ga gue suka. but.. no offense, they can't see this post because... i don't tell them that i have a blog :3

      Skrg kan ceritanya lg liburan lebaran tuh ye, nanti abis solat id gua sekeluarga langsung cawwww ke majalengka tanpa basa basi lagi akakakaka hope the lebaran day will be sooooooooooooooo funny. and i hope it will be funnier than last year. >.<

     Now i wanna tell you bout my...crush :3 masih gajelas jg sih ye kecengan gua tuh yg sebelah mana, tapi kayaknya gue udah mutusin kecengan gue itu bakalan yang ******* ehe ehe tapi kenapa ya dia masih kaga sadar juga?paduli bagong lah lama2 kalo dia sadar pasti dia bakal mengambil sebuah langkah baru...jengjeng and whats the langkah baru? kita tunggu aja kali ye ahahhaa. sumpah itu cowo kecengan gue ganteng abis lah.........................tapi..kenapa dia mesti pake acara ngeceng cewe lain sih?tapi gpp lah. hope next year gue bisa mutasi ke sman3 dan.....sekelas sama dia. btw dia reguler kan? acikk. tp di reguler 3 juga kan banyak yg ga suka sama gue....tp gpp lah, itung2 nambah amal kalo mereka ngomongin gue ahhahaa.

     sorry bgt lah ye cuy gua bacot abis soalnya di bb gua skrg jg lagi gabis buka twitter rada gajelas jg sih alasannya katanya kalo mau login mulai skrg harus pake oauth oauth kek pantat monyet -_-

     udah ah gua mau ngebacot di twitter dulu.....sekian.

love, smooch xoxo

More Sleep. Please ( T_T )

Gatau kenapa ya, semenjak bulan Ramadan ini gua kalo sore-sore rasanya ngantuk abitch lah gatau kenapa -_- jangan-jangan...... Porsi tidur gua kurang. Well, mau dibilang kurang.. Tidur 10 jam kurang gitu? Tapi mau dibilang cukup atau kelebihan tidur... kenapa sampe skrg gua masih aja suka ngantuk?!?! Emosi bat deh gua. Oke, rada dikalem dikit. FFUUUUUUUUU~

Must. To. Do.

You should try this one~


Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)

Day Seven: Four turn offs.

Day Eight: Three turn ons.

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

Day Ten: One confession.


(from: ifgiraffescouldfly.tumblr.com)

Do you have time for me? Just a minute. Can you say, "O.K, I will meet you now."? No. You'll never! Do you know how much you hurt me whrn you say that? No no no no. You won't know ANYTHING about me. -_- Confused confused.

THIS SONG IS FOR YOU. FUCK YOU!!

Look inside, look inside your tiny mind
and look a bit harder
cause we’re so uninspired
so sick and tired
of all the hatred you harbor

so you say it’s not okay to be gay
well I think you’re just evil
you’re just some racist who can’t tie my laces
you’re point of view is medieval

Fuck you, fuck you very very much
cause we hate what you do
and we hate your whole crew
so please don’t stay in touch

fuck you, fuck you very very much
cause your words don’t translate
and it’s getting quite late
so please don’t stay in touch

do you get, do you get a little kick out of being small-minded?
you want to be like your father
it’s approval you’re after
well that’s not how you’ll find it

do you, do you really enjoy living a life that’s so hateful
cause there’s a hole where your soul should be
you’re losing control of it
and it’s really distasteful

Fuck you, fuck you very very much
cause we hate what you do
and we hate your whole crew
so please don’t stay in touch

Fuck you, fuck you very very much
cause your words don’t translate
and it’s getting quite late
so please don’t stay in touch

You say, you think we need to go to war
Well you’re already in one.
Cause it’s people like you that need to get sued
No-one wants your opinion

Fuck you, fuck you very very much
cause we hate what you do
and we hate your whole crew
so please don’t stay in touch

Fuck you, fuck you very very much
cause your words don’t translate
and it’s getting quite late
so please don’t stay in touch

Ninna Someday :"(

Someday you’ll gonna realize
One day you’ll see this through my eyes
But then i won’t even be there
I’ll be happy somewhere
Even if i can’t

I know
You don’t really see my worth
You think your the last guy on earth
Well I’ve got news for you
I know I’m not that strong
But it won’t take long
Won’t take long

Coz someday, someone’s gonna love me 
The way, i want you to need me 
Someday, someone’s gonna take your place
One day I’ll forget about you
You’ll see, i won’t even miss you
Someday, someday

But now
I know you can’t tell
I’m down,and I’m not down anyway
But one day these tears
They will all run dry 
I won’t have to cry
Sweet goodbye

Coz someday, someone’s gonna love me
The way, i want you to need me 
Someday, someone’s gonna take your place
One day I’ll forget about you
You’ll see, i won’t even miss you
Someday, someday

You wanna play the game? It's like this..


You think about EVERYTHING. Just thinking. You don't fall in love. You'll never feel the real GAME. You lose beforo you start the REAL game. You. Are. Loser.


The better game is, FIRST. Fall in love. Then, SECOND, play around, have fun and share everything. Before you lose AGAIN.

love, smooch :-*

Ne Yo - So SICK!

Mmmm mmm yeah
Do do do do do do do-do
Ohh Yeah
Gotta change my answering machine 
Now that im alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Cant come to the phone
And I know it makes no sence
Cuz you walked out the door
But its the only way I hear your voice anymore
(its ridiculous)Its been months
And for some reason I just
(cant get over us)
And im stronger then this(enough is enough)
No more walkin round
With my head down
Im so over being blue
Cryin over you
And im so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said im so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why cant I turn off the radio?
Gotta fix that calender I have
Thats marked July 15th
Because since theres no more you
Theres no more anniversary
Im so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be
Thats the reason im so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said im so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why cant I turn off the radio?
(Leave me alone)Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)Dont make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
Let it go
Turning off the radio
Cuz im so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said im so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why cant I turn off the radio?(why cant I turn off the radio?)
Said im so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said im so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why cant I turn off the radio?(why cant I turn off the radio?)
And im so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said im so sick of love songs so sad and slow
Why cant I turn off the radio?(why cant I turn off the radio?)
Why cant I turn off the radio?

You can shed tears that she is gone, 
or you can smile because she has lived.

You can close your eyes and pray that she’ll come back,
or you can open your eyes and see all she’s left.

Your heart can be empty because you can’t see her,
or you can be full of the love you shared.

You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday, 
or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.

You can remember her only that she is gone,
or you can cherish her memory and let it live on.

You can cry and close your mind, 
be empty and turn your back.
Or you can do what she’d want:
smile, open your eyes, love and go on.

I wanted you :-*

Yes. I really really wanted you. Gue pengen banget milikkin lo. Gue suka banget sama lo. Asalkan lo tau, gue udah lama banget memendam rasa ini buat km. Jadi, gue harap LO NYADAR semua itu. Soalnya lo-gak-pernah-nyadar-bahwa-gue-suka-dan-sayang-dan-cinta-banget sama lo. Ah, anjrit. Lo kurang pinter apa sih? NEM gede. Otak pinter banget *gue salut*. IQ tinggi. TOEFL tinggi bat. SALUT DAH GUA SAMA LO. TAPI HAL SEKECIL INI AJA LO GA TAU? BODOH banget lo. Ergh.